he flirts me and i fell in love

 

he flirted with me as he saw me sitting on my patio steps wearing only a towel

did he find it very sexy to sit like that and smoke? It was a familiar image for the neighborhood, after all, since my mom did the same

I made it difficult for him even though I wanted him more than anything else

That's what women do, that's what my mom did with her lovers and I, like a sissy, thought that's what I should do

I hesitated a lot until I said "yes" to him and agreed to go out

He got excited.

It must have been a long time since he charmed a woman

on the date I wore a short fitted dress which semiotically I think showed that I was going out like a woman in love next to a man in whose arms I felt safe

I wanted to show him that I was serious but also ready to give myself to him and do whatever he wanted

At the end of the evening he took me back home and there, outside my yard, on the street, I wanted to give him my dress as a gift. Nato kept it as a trophy - he loved it anyway

Not only did she lose my dress but all my pride as she made love to me out there

Surely the neighbors noticed me and the next day they would comment on what I was doing laughing playfully

Surely for them I proved once again that I was very cheap, as they said about my mom when she did the same with her lovers out there

As for my boyfriend, after he took my dress and whatever he wanted from me he left leaving me smoking out there naked in the night